having a long run these days has couple more meaning now.
since i am not doing as good as i expected in squash.
dropping off in the trailwalker couple days ago.
well, the only thing left open for me in this moment is the coming marathon.
if i don't do this right, what else i could do right in these coming period?
i've already given up the bloody exam.
looks more like i've given up everything already.
shit shit shit...
trying to get a running club chop from a friend of mine today in order to allow me entering couple of sport grounds during some reserved session.
but the reply is like u need to do a year training with the club in order to be a member of that club.
pardon me? what's that suppose to mean?
is this mean without a year training with you guys would be a shame for your club to sign me in?
it may not be the message sending but i definitely got that one crystal clear.
mate, you better watch out.
cause you just give me thousands of reason to deny you.
and i guess this may be the "fire" i don't have while playing squash.
