over the year i've been questioning myself.
in fact "i just try to move on..."
those little mind behind each movie is the reason why we were there.
p.s. sorry mate, i can't tell u which one is it.
21 December 2011
04 December 2011
24 November 2011
the meaning of a long run now
having a long run these days has couple more meaning now.
since i am not doing as good as i expected in squash.
dropping off in the trailwalker couple days ago.
well, the only thing left open for me in this moment is the coming marathon.
if i don't do this right, what else i could do right in these coming period?
i've already given up the bloody exam.
looks more like i've given up everything already.
shit shit shit...
trying to get a running club chop from a friend of mine today in order to allow me entering couple of sport grounds during some reserved session.
but the reply is like u need to do a year training with the club in order to be a member of that club.
pardon me? what's that suppose to mean?
is this mean without a year training with you guys would be a shame for your club to sign me in?
it may not be the message sending but i definitely got that one crystal clear.
mate, you better watch out.
cause you just give me thousands of reason to deny you.
and i guess this may be the "fire" i don't have while playing squash.
since i am not doing as good as i expected in squash.
dropping off in the trailwalker couple days ago.
well, the only thing left open for me in this moment is the coming marathon.
if i don't do this right, what else i could do right in these coming period?
i've already given up the bloody exam.
looks more like i've given up everything already.
shit shit shit...
trying to get a running club chop from a friend of mine today in order to allow me entering couple of sport grounds during some reserved session.
but the reply is like u need to do a year training with the club in order to be a member of that club.
pardon me? what's that suppose to mean?
is this mean without a year training with you guys would be a shame for your club to sign me in?
it may not be the message sending but i definitely got that one crystal clear.
mate, you better watch out.
cause you just give me thousands of reason to deny you.
and i guess this may be the "fire" i don't have while playing squash.
15 November 2011
13 November 2011
My Sub-3 Diary - 1
having run so many marathons in the past but sadly none i could be really proud of.
i am not sure will there be one in the coming future but i guess i got to try until the day i there is no hope at all.
i can be very honest now that i still in love with it and i wanted to make something out of it.
i'll try to focus my next marathon challenge on 5Feb2012 be my closest target.
understand that i already 6 weeks behind my schedule but i just wanted to make use this diary to record what i've been doing and keeps me as motivated.
wish me luck.
i am not sure will there be one in the coming future but i guess i got to try until the day i there is no hope at all.
i can be very honest now that i still in love with it and i wanted to make something out of it.
i'll try to focus my next marathon challenge on 5Feb2012 be my closest target.
understand that i already 6 weeks behind my schedule but i just wanted to make use this diary to record what i've been doing and keeps me as motivated.
wish me luck.
23 October 2011
07 October 2011
08 September 2011
funny things about life
there were times we hate the lost
but without the lost, you won't tell how to win.
there were times we hate the pain
but without the pain, you won't tell how good it is just to be alright.
there were times we were down
but without these downs in life, you won't even be motivated at all.
in the end, i suppose these negativity elements are indepensible in life,
all you have to do is deal with it and move on
or you will be standing where you are and watching other passes you one by one.
but without the lost, you won't tell how to win.
there were times we hate the pain
but without the pain, you won't tell how good it is just to be alright.
there were times we were down
but without these downs in life, you won't even be motivated at all.
in the end, i suppose these negativity elements are indepensible in life,
all you have to do is deal with it and move on
or you will be standing where you are and watching other passes you one by one.
14 August 2011
definition of aging
it was the beginning of a whole new record.
well, things all you wanted but you just get a feeling that you couldn't.
it just suck and i guess it is what aging is all about.
24 July 2011
15 June 2011
bye bye Romeo....
rest in peace la.
daddy will visit you more often than you could imagine.
don't look back la.
weiiiii.....
21 May 2011
15 May 2011
i just had a great time...
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what's on my mind is will i be able to play again in coming weekend. when will i know how to manage a harness instead when can i handle the board just like them... so many effort needed from me now on and so many how and when |
10 April 2011
monohull vs multihull
before it was the Dart which keeps me going...
now its colour is fading and replacing by a kid on the block.
it is like life somehow, when you look at thing in a distance, you always visionize every good things about it. but when you finally have it. sorry mate, it tells a very different story.
01 March 2011
07 February 2011
燕崗? where is that? not even Google Map helps
thanks to a friend of mine who allow me to experience as a farmer 1st hand.
it is harder than you thought and yet simplier than you think.
i believe i will back for more cause i just love the way it is - simplicity.
let's lock the complicated world outside.
life shouldn't be this way.
read a blog from someone else and which enlighten me somehow.
"I want to thanks all the people who have stayed close to me and also those who have been against me because they have helped me to grow."
we all have limitations of our own and yet what important the most is we are not giving up the chance to be a better us yet.
it is harder than you thought and yet simplier than you think.
i believe i will back for more cause i just love the way it is - simplicity.
let's lock the complicated world outside.
life shouldn't be this way.
read a blog from someone else and which enlighten me somehow.
"I want to thanks all the people who have stayed close to me and also those who have been against me because they have helped me to grow."
we all have limitations of our own and yet what important the most is we are not giving up the chance to be a better us yet.
04 February 2011
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