when the night fall,
but you just don't have the mood to finish the things which been there for decade,
and you can't sleep either,
suddenly memory of the pass just flowing over out of nowhere,
you found you missed whole lot of things,
you missed "the moment" of your life,
every god damn moment just passed right in front of you while you were busy for something completely irrelevant.
and now you know,
what would you do?
i would rather buy drunk and that's all i could do.