24Jan09 what a strange day of my life.
it wasn't planned to be one of the date of my life actually, especially when you learnt that everybody else is having a day off for their coming lunar new year and together with those 36 wasted years in the pack.
it is not a secret no more that i envy somebody else's got (i would never said "achievement", as i would never considered it matches. sorry pal)
well, under the condition of being new to this environment, seems i have no choice but to give in to this so called "lunar new year dinner".
i am no stranger to this "bottom up" culture of showing respect to anyone you considered important to your "career" life. well, when it comes to reality, it is something else.
i always consider myself to be one of the best adopter in any situation. i really mean "any". (although it is always left unproven or even short in result, but none of it shaking my confidence).
it is no secret that my normal evening meal contains a beer or something. how nice is that when it is free at the same time which serve the same purpose.
i been told that they loved to make ppl losing themselves, unfold their real characters and eventually make them more closer to each other. the strange thing is it just happen to be i am well trained over this year (somehow).
it is a night with not much high hopes but to fulfil the "requirement" which i might be expected to be.
and it turn out to be one of the interesting night i ever have in my wasted 36 years.
man, i guess i have lot more to ex pore in this country than i expected to be.
it seems i get it somehow why they drunk themselves as i do. probably, we all been to somewhere and something which is really hard to...
p.s. i just have a little fireworks for this lunar new year eve which i would never expected and to be honest i am loving it. thanks pal. it echos more than a planned one. it is gonna be one of the memorable moment i would remember while i have to leave this life. it is the 1st time i really felt happy for a lunar new year to come and i am looking forward to it.
i am trying to get a clearer picture at the beginning in the moving vehicle. however, 2nd thought, it reflects more like how i felt at the moment, just leave it that way then.
wish you all have a happy lunar new year.
