love vs like

i love this "shit"... (even if it is killing me)
i love this lady...(even if she demands the unreasonable)
i love this man...(even if he doesn't love me back)
i love this machine...(even if it is so hard to ride)
i love this job...(even if it doesn't pay much)

i like this thing...(only if it performs well)
i like this lady...(only if she behaves)
i like this man...(only if he treats me right)
i like this machine...(only if it does well)
i like this job...(only if it pays well)

does it take so much to LOVE....? or
you rather choose LIKE....? or
you never really LOVE at all....?

what? consistency?

i have a whole new understanding of the word of "consistency" while i am getting more bald each day.

it is a word sounds too dull for young guns.
it is a word equivalent to boring, sometimes even means useless.
it is a word would never cross their mind.
it is like telling them you could be bald someday and their reply probably like "what? i don't think so and i could do better than that."

now i realize it is a word requires genuine effort.
it is a word represents a true devotion.
it is a word requires love in it.
it is a word which takes success to a whole new horizon.
one have said "getting there is the easiest part, but staying there is not"

i think i realize who i am...

recently reading a blog from a friend of mine, finding beautiful pictures over and over during her trip. they are all great and it just like taking me to the scene with just few clicks away. bravo! thanks pal. but if you ask me to do the same during a trip. no way, i would never spoil a trip by standing in the spot waiting for the right kind of light, waiting the crowd to spread, mounting tripod, changing lens and many more... i guess my toys will never get a chance to show what they are capable of. sorry toys.

while i am getting older and older involuntarily, i begin to realize there are many ways to lead a life. i used to follow my parents ways of doing things, then i follow my brothers way of thinking, and i am afraid i begin to have my own way now. they are all very different from each other. wishing that i am not doing it just for the sake of escaping from the previous one. in fact, i do believe there are beauties inside every one of them, it just a matter of which one suit you the most.

during a trip, i enjoy the company whom you travel with rather than the scene. during a meal, i enjoy the company whom you eat with rather than the meal itself. after all i enjoy the attachment to make me feel alive and not the little thing which would makes me isolated from the rest of the world.

how often do you find the right person?

there is a line like "i am so lonely and you are so..."

i wonder how many would admit they are lonely in this never sleep city.

因誤會而結合，因了解而分開。

recently i just can't get my mind from....
"what if" is a dangerous phase and not to mention a dangerous thought too.

ask yourself how many times, you catch by this misunderstanding?
ask yourself will you still be the same after discovering?
what are we chasing for during our life time?

isn't it better to leave things unknown?
everything seems lot more nicer and better.

disappointment is something i don't have much capacity to bear anymore.