i am just a human

When I was a child (although I still want to be one) I used to think that I could change anything if I wanted to be
I mean anything

But when the time passes by and I am losing hair as well as memory (particular those short term)
I begin to realize I am just a human being
Every deficiency a normal human being should have and I am no exception either

is it a good sign that I should stretch no more?
Or I just give myself an excuse for everything?

But most important of all is, I am no more interested to find out and I ain’t big fans of a super me no more

my blueberry nights

“the longest way to cross the street”

would it be differently if you would knew before or it would be the same anyway

if there is anything you could learn before; life probably would be too dull to live for another day

sometimes too much attention are placed in the future and forgetting the fact that we are living in present

the future seems not matter since there is not much you could plan
what really matter is now