recently, i adopt a pretty strange habit (where i have no choice, actually) which i do this "thing" basically for no real destination or heading no where at all.
it completely violates my way of living for so many years.
but the strange things is i begin to discover the another side of me.
i have no idea it would only be a transictional thing or really something lives inside me while i was born. i guess, i still have time to find out.
have to say i am not liking it at the beginning and now it unfolds something where i didn't know before.
may be i have changed along the way.....