18 October 2006

Pizza Hut scooter

“Everything is possible when there is life. Without life there is nothing seems to be meaningful.” There is no way one could feel love or to be loved, the feeling of being happy, the feeling of attached, the feeling of longed for something and so much more… It could so easily be forgot that how precious of everyday is, how vulnerable of a human life is.

Couple years ago, I saw a man fall off the cliff. It was a horrifying experience and it keeps bothering me from time to time. Until last night, there is a reckless driver who crash his scooter right in front of me. The second I notice there could be something wrong with his driving line, the next second scooter was fallen into pieces and the driver was thrown out. The whole thing could compare to what I can possibly have in a movie but only without the excitement I might get.

Everything happened within seconds. I was wondering what is on the driver’s mind. Within these split of seconds, would he feels so regret that it shouldn’t drove so fast in the first place, would he felt so sorry that it shouldn’t took this order, would he so regrets that it didn’t tell the one he loved for so long, would he felt so sorry that it shouldn’t took this job. There could be lot more important thing goes around his head but at least there is “shit! where hell I am going to land?”.

The whole pizza hut scooter was crushed into pieces, hopefully the driver remain in one piece. Looking alright with minor injury.

There are times people took things for granted. In fact, everyday is a work of miracle already. It could be the very last day indeed.

This scaring message reminds me to live every single day the way I wanted to be. Doing things matter to me, trying to live my with as little regret as possible. Time is scare, use it properly. Be good to yourself, otherwise people will be hurt. Like parents are been through hell already to bring me to this world, there is no point to make it harder than it should.